growing up is scary.

I find it very interesting (/telling?) that one doesn’t want to tell anyone about being in an open relationship…but then will openly disclose instances of “cheating”.

HINT: it’s not cheating if it was open!!! and falsely spreading that information is immature, petty, and frankly unfair.

feeling weirdly

anxious

But

Instead of calling someone…

I’m trying to ride it out on my own

I can acknowledge these feelings—feel it, allow it to pass…

And that’s okay 😌🙏🏽

At least I’m trying.

going to bed with a smile on my face 🤗💜

1. being a shitty S.O. doesn’t automatically mean you’re a bad friend

2. cleansing and growth are so important. having an adult conversation can be one of the best ways to help both of those things

3. hypocrisy defeats the purpose. calling someone toxic and then acting the same way isn’t healthy for either party

tonight was weird. I feel weird.